My first post!

Well I'll start by telling you all about me. I'm 22. Been married for six years. I married when I was 16. Now I have two kids Taj is 5 and Olivia is 1! I love them to death. My husband and I own a business with two locations. So that means I work at one and he works at the other everyday.(almost) We work all day long we leave the house at 8:00 a.m and get home at 10:00 p.m. Luckly we get to keep our kids with us all day. Owning a business is hard. Sometimes I wish I was doing something eles. I would love to be a teacher. Life is a little stressfull nowdays. I am soo busy and I dont have time to really take care of myself. So that means my body is awfull right now. It adds to the stress alot. I think about my weight pretty much every hour i am awake. So I NEED to change. I want to feel happy about myself. I want to wear a skirt!
I have gained a lot of weight. My losest weight was 114 (i am very short). I felt great. I remember not even feeling bad about myself. I also remember my husband complimenting me! If you knew my husband you would be shocked. I had my daughter a year ago and I weighed 169 when I got out of the hospital. I thought with breastfeeding and all that I would be at 130 by now. But nope now I weigh even more. 189. CRAP.
So hopefully I will meet some of you. I hope it will help me talking to other people who are wanting to change too. All my freinds are skinny so its kinda embaressing to talk to them about it.
* I am 5'2 and weigh 189.
* I would love to get to 130. all these websites say healthy weight would be 117-122 for my
height.
* My first goal will be small how about 185.
I dont have the laptop everyday so I will try to weigh in every wens or thurs.